Catching Up!

Sorry its been awhile, since I last wrote on this blog. Well I have finished college, well the first semester.
I might finish the rest, online but I am not so sure. Well I cannot believe, that I am twenty. I am growing
 up fast, and I can see that I have changed. I am trying, my best to control my emotions, along with keeping my depression down. College was a stress, and I have spent many weeks, in constant pain. Two days of what I can remember, was that I had a nervous breakdown, a friend of mine, had came in good aid, calling my dad in talking to me. It helps having, a person that has the same thing, that I do. It's sad but its, a bit of a relief. Also I had fun somewhat at the dance, I even held hands with one of, my male friends. We walked to the temple and back, but then suddenly he ignored me for the rest of the dance. Which at first, I was confused and hurt. But then I see that I don't really have feelings, that could go to romance. I had that, same thing happen to me. Well in a different circumstance, before but it had ended, and I learned now not, to tell who you are in love with, or that person could take that person away from you. Anyway on a special note, Vocal Point is coming back, along with the Pageant and even the YPMs, it should be an eventful year. Next year I am going to ENGLAND!